its ©HIA

IRON MAN

2010-05-05T12:00:00.001-07:00

LOVE IT

oops

2010-05-02T23:34:00.000-07:00

ITS MAY

insane. where did last month go. i only now realized that i blogged once in the entirety of april. last month was a doozy. i cant even remember what went on..

may may may

yesterday was tim urban's birthday ♥ tim tim tim. i can't wait till that boy comes out with an album. i'm in love with his voice. and his face =) this is like the first time i actively joined a "fan club". its alotta fun man.

school is cool. work is work. they asked me to take on more hours during the summer. but i'm trying to take summer classes. so i dunno. idk my bff jill.

i've been watching fringe with my brother. he's obsessed with the show now and i'm a tad freaked out. haha.

i don't have a gay bff. i feel like kool ppl have gay bffs. my mom even has a gay bff. i thought i had a gay bff but he's just really into fashion and really loves glee and has no problem asking really personal questions and has a girlfriend. dang. find me a gay bff.

okay. i just finished my philosophy paper and i cant see straight no mo. good night.

until i blog again..

probably in june

hehe

http://itschia.tumblr.com/

ees april

2010-04-01T19:36:00.000-07:00

omgitsapril.

life is flying by.

ive just started keeping up with If I Can Dream

i was quite put off by it at first. not really appealing to watch some random ppl with no real storyline. but then i thought it might be kinda interesting to watch their climb to fame. especially cuz since these ppl arent yet famous, they hav time to chat with us commoners via twitter and watnot. and kris allen was on there! ♥ now, alex lambert moved in with the peeps. but i'm not really excited about that, i've liked him less since talking to him on fb and formspring. then again, i like everyone less after formspring. haha.

annd. i just started watching my first season of Dancing With the Stars

honestly, i've only been amused by evan lysacek and nicole scherzinger. evan is the funniest guy on that show and i like olympians. i like nicole scherzinger too; i've liked her since 'the sing off' but i like her even more now because she's partners with derek hough, who in my opinion, is the best dancer i've ever seen in my life. him and his sister are crazy amazing on the dance floor. everyone else is a yawn. oh except for kate gosslin in rehearsals haha.

okay. lates

new moon

2010-03-23T17:49:00.000-07:00

too long. awesome vulturi. hate bella. jake is a joke. sweet fight scene. tight wolves. nice bods on those quileute boys. was it supposed to be a comedy?

i’m not a hardcore twilight fanatic. i’ve read the books, i saw the twilight film, i’ve got a TEAM JACOB shirt! but frankly, new moon was lacking. i was disappointed with twilight but i had higher hopes for its sequel. unfortunately, i was left wanting.

with kristen stewart’s slaughter of the role of bella and taylor lautner’s joke of jacob, i had forgotten that jake was supposed to serve as competition to edward. rpattz was the only one i can’t complain about because he was hardly there. ha. kristen stewart does no justice to the role of bella. throughout new moon, i couldn’t tell when she was actually happy with edward or sad without him. she had the same face and expressed the same emotions the entire time. kstew looked constipated or in pain for the entirety of the film. tlaut was just not fittin the jacob role. sure, we like his new chest but was it just me or does he seem oddly un-proportional? he was having difficulty walkin and runnin in some points. but i was feelin that jake was more of a comedian in this whole thing. i laughed in about every one of his scenes. i just couldn’t connect with either jacob or bella. but hey dont get me wrong. i sure preferred new moon to twilight.

the vulturi were tiiiight. A+ to all them. ah. i cant even express in words how great they were. lets just say i woulda gladly served as their human secretary at the front desk. intense fight scene. dakota fanning is so cool. i liked that whole vulturi scene.

gotta luv me some quileute boys. and not just becuz they look fine without shirts. actually.. maybe just becuz they look fine without shirts :D. i wish the movie had stuck more to the book in regards to the quileute guys. they had more lines in the book. and i wasn’t really sure who was jared or paul or embry. they didnt giv me enuff to decipher off of. the wolves were pretty tight. it was nice to see paul and jake’s transformations. that was kool. and the slaughter of laurent. and the victoria chase. yeah, those were sweet.

although the genre of new moon is fantasy-romance, i felt it was fantasy comedy. this was a whole lot funnier than twilight, but i’m not sure if thats what they were going for. and wat was with alice’s vision of bella’s future? gaily running through the forest in clothes from little house on the prairie? awkward…

ps. LAME ENDING

screwed over by spring

2010-03-15T17:49:00.000-07:00

that spring forward thing screwed me over. yesterday i was super exhausted from missing out on my hour of sleep. so to make up for it, i took a four hour nap. then i went to bed at 10:30. this morning, i randomly woke up at 4:00AM and i was WIDE AWAKE. it was insane. and i'm still wide awake. so insane. i've also been having the freakiest dreams ever.. for at least a week now. they're SO realistic. i wake up remembering every vivid detail and totally confusing it with reality. last night's was super scary. i dreamt my brother had his leg amputated and there was even a facebook page for him. i woke up and checked on him because i couldn't think straight and i couldn't remember him having his leg amputated. it was frightening.

spring forward

2010-03-14T17:26:00.000-07:00

so i know nothin about this spring forwarding. i mean, i get that we set our clock an hour ahead but does every country do this or just america? is this the normal time now or are we an hour early? when we 'fall back', are we going back to the normal time or are we going to be an hour late? does this actually save power? who came up with this? should i wikipedia this?

tumblr

2010-03-13T19:55:00.000-08:00

tumblr is amazing. they're site is so much kooler than blogspot. but i have so much history with this bloggy, i can't just abandon it. thus, i be usin em both.

http://itschia.tumblr.com/page/1

i wish i had saved my old aim chats and skype chats and fb chats and yahoo chats. cuz when i'm bored.. like right now.. i'd like to have something to read. something that would make me laugh. i think the majority of my chats were funny. i think. but i guess i'll never know since they're gone forever. sad story.

either call in or shut up

2010-03-12T17:08:00.001-08:00

it truly upsets me when people bash on tim urban. yes, he hasn't displayed very impressive vocal performance, but too bad. he made it to top 12. and i hate it when people are like "tim urban sucks" "he's like the sanjaya of season 9" "he shouldn't even be there". so DO something about it. did you vote? did you prevent it from happening? i mean seriously? people actually do spend the 2 hours of open phone lines calling for their favorite. so if you didn't want tim urban there, you should have been calling in for the guy you wanted. otherwise, shut up and suck it. freakin pissin me off.

=(

2010-03-11T20:13:00.001-08:00

so so sad. i couldve saved him. i was so sure he was gonna make it thru! i thought he had a big enough fan base behind him. =( so sad. i'm crying inside. he had such an amazing voice. i shouldnt have wasted my 500 votes on the other guy. boo.

i ♥ my famille

2010-03-07T19:00:00.000-08:00

my family is amazing. i'm just going to throw that out there. best three day weekend ever ☺

omgitsaturday

2010-03-06T19:44:00.000-08:00

cause everybody knows

that nobody really knows

too bad today felt like the doldrums

oh rainy day. waking up at noon makes the whole day disappear. i think i fed my dog cat food. sick. i'm i'm i'm in love with alex lambert and tim urban. although, tim urban is slowly fading away. the boy is disappointing me with his lack of vocal ability. i think i shall just devote myself to alex lambert from now on. prove me wrong timmy, fight for my loyalty! i'm losing it. lates

hi friday

2010-03-05T23:45:00.000-08:00

you feel like a saturday

good night =)

everybody knows

2010-03-04T18:51:00.000-08:00

and i hope one day you'll see

nobody has it easy

sung by alex lambert on tuesday night

but it's a john legend song

dudes. this week was brutal

i wrote a paper everyday monday-wednesday. ay yi yi

i needed a break

who's goin home home home

idk my bff jill

but i wish you the best

i guess

something old

2010-03-03T20:40:00.001-08:00

i love old things.

ew no.

i mean old letters/emails/messages/pictures/videos.

those are fun.

the bachelor

2010-03-02T07:04:00.000-08:00

das right. a whole blog devoted to the bachelor! :D since this is the first season i've ever watched of the baccalaureate, i think it's fair for me to bloggy it.

so jake's choice was weird. i definitely didn't see jake picking tenley. but i didn't see jake picking vienna either. what i really wanted was for jake to leave vienna and tenley and go after ali! woot. and then tenley could be the next bachelorette. i thought ali was a much better match for jake. ali's not too perfect, but not too imperfect. i didn't see jake with tenley because tenley was just too perfect. and jake wanted fun and he wasn't showing his fun side with tenley so it wouldn't have been an honest relationship. but even though i knew tenley wasn't gonna happen, i didn't think jake was gonna pick vienna. yeah, vienna and jake have "chemistry" or watever but i didn't see vienna ready for marriage yet. i was all for jake going after ali. that woulda been tight. and now that ali is bachelorette, i'm pretty sure she lost her job. hahaha. anyways, i really feel bad for tenley because she already went through alot and it's gotta hurt to get so close to a guy and BAM. but, i do think she's better off. she's gonna find someone a whole lot better. (but their babies would have been freakin beautiful... shh). i do like how all the girls say the same thing when they get sent home. haha

i just can't take this show seriously. haha. what can i say, i like me some comedy. dude. what would it have been like to have a vienna vs ali showdown? dang. why did ali choose her yob. blahh

❝ you cheeky little blighter ❞

2010-03-01T19:43:00.000-08:00

you children are one shenanigan shy of sleeping in the stable - chronicles of narnia

good gosh i love that movie. william moseley is so darn cute. and i ♥ liam neeson and his aslan voice.

aslan is on the move

WhatTheFont! that's basically the koolest site ever. if you want to know what kind of font something is, you upload a picture of the writing/font or anything along those lines and they tell you what type of font it is. it's tight.

this way for your num-nums

bachelor is on tonight but i don't think i'll have time to watch it. gots to write three papers and take my online medical terminology test! ugh.

you're blooming joking!

alright. i've gotta get a start on those assignments. just wanted to start the new month with a bloggy!

nullus est instar domus

there's no place like home

adios peeps

be still stranger or you'll never move again

i saved him yo !

2010-02-25T20:06:00.000-08:00

TIM URBAN LIVES ON!

contrary to popular belief, TIM URBAN did NOT go home!!! HE LIVES ANOTHER WEEK!! HUZZAH! i am so pleased. ☺ smiling, smiling. of course, i did call in to insure his survival. ☺ and he lives!!! yeeeaaa. i am so excited! i'm on a victory high. my goal is for him to make top 12, because top 12 is amazing. so the guy on the left is alex lambert. he is not at all related to adam lambert. hallelujah. i actually like alex quite a bit, he has a very agreeable personality. and the guy on the right is of course TIM URBAN!!! ☺

okay. i gotta go make a cheese cake.

yay TIM URBAN!

nullo modo

no way

2 blogs in 1 day

2010-02-24T19:47:00.000-08:00

DUDE

i literally just blogged about naming yo kid

and then BAM

yahoo backs me up

http://news.yahoo.com/s/livescience/20100224/sc_livescience/parentschoosingmoreunusualbabynamesnow

suh-weet

i finished history FINALLY

i'm listening to 104.3MYfm

Kris Allen is in control! huzzah

and thennn

AMERICAN IDOL!

TIM URBAN

yeeeeaaa

i am excited

so so so excited

☺

nullum gratuitum prandium

there is no free lunch!

gimme new blog fonts fool

2010-02-24T14:51:00.000-08:00

"my mind never stops searching for the ultimate hypothetical. now if that sort of penetrating, intellectual inquiry is wrong, i don't wanna be right"

- Liam, from The Deep End

i like the name Liam. it's irish for William. i think i'll name my kid liam, even though i'm not irish. dude, my friend named her daughter Ireland. i would not want to be named after a country. i mean, maybe if it was kool but i can't really think of a country that would make for a kool name. names are totally important. you wanna give yo kid a name they wouldn't be embarrassed to say.

hypothetical questions. i love them and i'm totally on the same page as liam here. that's why i liked formspring.me! it was all about random questions that you wouldn't normally be asked! and then it became a drama craze and now i'm bored. ask me something mind-boggling! gah. actually you can't ask me anything on my formspring anymore because i transformed it into a tim urban fan formspring. yessuh.

um um um. oh. i've started a 3 day fruit diet. it's supposed to detoxify yo unhealthy body. you can only eat fruits and drink water or fresh fruit juice for 3 days. it's a challenge but kool.

i love eric bana. i just watched the other boleyn girl and he was fantastic as king henry, i feared him. for those of you who don't know who eric bana is, he was bruce banner in the hulk of 2003. he was prince hector in troy. also henry in the time traveler's wife. and hoot in black hawk down. and and and wat else.. oh. nero in last year's star trek. yessir. he's kool ♥

this blog is pretty old, i started it a while ago but never got around to finishing it until now. and i really shouldn't be blogging right now because i absolutely must get my history assignment done. i should've been done with this yesterday but i got sidetracked by kara jew and MYfm.

OKAY. really gots to go

lates

sit vis vobiscum

may the force be with you

irrelevant song

2010-02-18T09:46:00.000-08:00

everyone i know has got a reason

to say put the past away

- jumper, third eye blind

♥ ♥ ♥ TIM URBAN TIM URBAN TIM URBAN ♥ ♥ ♥

OUR NEXT AMERICAN IDOL!

☺

okay that was a bit premature. but he's fabulous! and he's MY next american idol! hoo ah

i cant really make any predictions for his fate because two seasons ago, when archie was my idol, he was runner up. then last season, when kris allen was my idol, he was america's idol. sooo my favs already worked their way to the top! maybe it will be good for tim urban that i have chosen him as my favorite. maybe this will guarantee him success! =D

^ thats tim urban.

kara just asked me if he's better than archie. they totally cannot be compared. it's like comparing strawberries to kiwis, they're totally different and incomparable. oh and please don't ever compare aaron kelly to archie. grrr...

um um um. i was going to say something else but my brain just died a little--

WAIT. valentine's day! i saw valentine's day and it was oh so cute. i really liked it. there were unexpected twists and cute stories of course. funnn rom com! go see it! i didnt see percy jackson because i was hesitant after reading all the reviews. so i saw the book of eli instead which was pretty good but not great.

okay. philosophy calls.

lates

formspring.me

2010-02-14T22:21:00.001-08:00

wat do u wanna ask? http://formspring.me/itschia

DUI KILZ

2010-02-13T12:24:00.000-08:00

i saw that on someone's license plate and i thought it was funny

noli simul flare sobereque

don't whistle and drink at the same time

my first week of spring sem is over and i'm totally exhausted. but first weeks are always like that. i just need sleep. yay for LONG WEEKEND!! =D

i'm sad because i've heard Percy Jackson & The Olympians: The Lightning Thief was not a faithful adaptation. they didnt stick with the books AND THE BOOKS WERE FREAKING AMAZING. so i don't think i want to see it in theatres because i'll feel as if i threw my money to the wind and it might ruin my weekend. boooo ='(

OLYMPICS. opening ceremony last night. was kool. that guy dying was so terrible =( he was on the verge of fulfilling his life's dream and putting all that hard work to the test. so sad. i do enjoy the winter olympics. figure skating is my life's dream. just kidding.

the bachelor was so retarded last monday. ali was so dramatic, my goodness. if it were me, i wouldve stayed. yes, her job is a big deal BUT if she loved jake as much as she said she did then she wouldve stayed. but watever. jake better pick tenley. i hate vienna and gia >=|

"i'm a hero" bahaha. i couldn't take sylar seriously. so strange. i dont understand claire. wat is the big deal with everyone needing to know the truth? is there really going to be another season? this one wasnt that great. i was expecting more from edgar in the finale but he was pretty passive-aggressive. and dude, hiro and charlie's relationship was totally messed up. biggest let-down ever. oh and thanks water-lady for saving claire's daddy, as if we didnt know that that man will never die. and watever happened to samuel's invisible niece? she just disappeared forever... or was she invisible for the rest of the season...................

okayz

gotta run

lates

ischia

2010-02-06T10:42:00.000-08:00

DID YOU KNOW

there is a place in italy called ISCHIA

pronounced ee-skee-ah

it's a volcanic island

basically, i need to visit this place

for my spring semester. i've signed up for 18 units and i'm trying to add into a 4 unit class. when i was registering for classes, this seemed like a good idea. i think i was on something at the time. because right now, i aint feelin like this was the wisest decision i've made. hoo-ah. but its okay, i'll tough it out. i think i can, i think i can...

noli nothis permittere te terere

don't let the bastards get you down

farewell cinema 107

2010-02-04T19:45:00.000-08:00

the sun is out

but it's raining on me

i got my own cloud

- life i love you not, austin butler

the 5 weeks of my winter semester, condensed cinema class has come to a close. it was a wonderful journey, i really learned so much. plus, i really liked my professor, all the people in the class, and the dirty basement. thanks to the amazing experience, i've fallen in love with the media arts. i'm going to take another cinema class next fall.

for our final, we wrote an essay about a major motion picture. we had to synthesize the film by discussing its unique elements of photography, acting, ideology, sound, and editing. i wrote about the movie Troy. if you havnt seen it, i strongly encourage you to; it's utterly FANTASTIC. i could go on for hours about it but i wont because who'd wanna read about a movie when they can just see it? SEE IT.

my brother is getting ready to make his Romeo & Juliet movie for his english class. he's working with 4 other guys and they're going to reenact the party scene. for costumes, they intend to wear jackets like suit jackets with tights... yah, as in leggings that girls wear. their "Juliet" needed a dress, so i've donated my 6th grade graduation dress to the cause. i had terrible taste in 6th grade and i apparently havnt grown since then either.

noli me tangere!

(dont touch me!)

king of hearts

2010-02-03T07:08:00.000-08:00

the sun is shining everyday, but its far away

over the world thats dead

- all the right moves, onerepublic

what is the meaning behind that song? it's so cryptic and puzzling. hmm.. any ideas o ppl who read my blog and happen to listen to onerepublic

ITS FEBRUARY
i hate the spelling of february. BUT did you kno...
FEBRUARY comes from the LATIN word februum meaning purification
...now you kno

this month, there are 2 movies that i'm excited bout:
[1] Percy Jackson & the Olympians: The Lightning Thief
[2] Valentine's Day

SO the Percy Jackson movie is based off of the books by Rick Riordan. obviously, its MYTHOLOGY ♥. the books were FANTASTIC and i really hope the movies will be too. there are a ton of actor stars in this film: Uma Thurman, Pierce Brosnan, Steve Coogan, Sean Bean, Rosario Dawson. AND i'm pretty sure it wont be cheesy since its directed by Chris Columbus (director of the first 2 Harry Potty films, Home Alone 1 & 2, the Bicentennial Man, Rent, I Love You Beth Cooper, Mrs. Doubtfire) and the screenplay was written by Craig Titley (writer of Cheaper by the Dozen 1 & 2). okay, i really hope the movie doesnt turn out to be cheesy. if they stick to a faithful adaptation of the novel then we'll be okay. i really love the books and i'd hate to see it slaughtered (like Twilight saga). but i dont think it'll flop like twilight saga because the main character is Logan Lerman and he's a great actor, yeah i'm talkin bout u kstew. however, twilight didnt technically flop because girls were attracted to the stupid love story, and Percy Jackson doesnt really have an intense love story at the core so the audiences will probably be minimal. ANYWAYS Percy Jackson & the Olympians is gonna be way cool. it comes out FEBRUARY 12 !!

ALSO: the Valentine's Day movie comes out FEBRUARY 12. i'm excited for that because it's just one of those films that's exploiting the star power. like Oceans 11, this movie is brimming with fame names so it's gonna attract a big crowd. PLUS its a LOVE story, more or less, so you KNOW there will tons of ppl (ladies) seein this. everybody is in this movie.. Jessica Alba, Jessica Biel, Taylor Swift, Taylor Lautner, Ashton Kutcher, Bradley Cooper, Jennifer Garner, Patrick Dempsey, Jamie Foxx, Anne Hathaway, Julia Roberts, George Lopez, Queen Latifah, Kathy Bates.. everybody everybody everybody. unfortunately, we know this is going to be some (fail) attempt at rom-com cuz its directed by Garry Marshall, (think Runaway Bride, Pretty Woman, Princess Diaries, Raising Helen) but hey maybe you like those movies. oi vei, i sound like a cynic. i am still excited to see this movie despite my dislike for Marshall's other 'rom-coms'. why? star power!!!

citizen kane today
wrapping up my cinema class =(
o how i shall miss you

mostly its been good

2010-01-29T16:52:00.000-08:00

i'm still putting it together

i keep getting better

~ my best days are ahead of me, DANNY GOKEY

DANNY GOKEY!! ♥ ♥ ♥

sorry i didnt get a chance to blog all week. i was preoccupied with cinema, exam #2 was on wednesday. i'm pleased to say i was much more prepared this time around (yay for study groups!), but i'll stop there - don't wanna jinx it.

WELL i wont go into detail on all my shows but i do have to address LYDIA's HORRIFIC DEATH IN HEROES! OMG! i was freaking out. out of samuel and his carnies, i only liked edgar and lydia. but now edgar's been MIA and lydia's been KIA. terribly upsetting. u kno wat else was upsetting? ella being sent home in the bachelor. boo. jake is sucha rebel, sending home more than the required amount of ladies. VIENNA vs ALI! GOOO ALI, u bite that girl's head off. like katy perry in idol. perry obviously agreed to guest star on idol for the sole purpose of attacking kara at a closer range. good gods, how mature. i am ready to start this season now now now. enough auditions, time for some eliminations.

there is a new show out: The Deep End. it's about lawyers. i very much liked the season premiere. the ending was so fabulous, so tactfully arranged. gah, it was great.

okay. gotta feed my baby (the dog)..
latah hatah

My Top Nine...

2010-01-22T12:14:00.000-08:00

FAV TV SHOWS
[1] Glee
[2] Community
[3] Better Off Ted
[4] Cougar Town
[5] American Idol
[6] The Bachelor
[7] Heroes
[8] The Office
[9] V
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FAV MOVIES
~ Star Wars: Episode I - The Phantom Menace
~ The Italian Job
~ Troy
~ Stardust
~ The Dark Knight
~ What Happens In Vegas
~ Inglourious Basterds
~ Night at the Museum: Battle of the Smithsonian
~ X-Men Origins: Wolverine
.
FAV ACTORS........... ACTRESSES

- Johnny Depp......... Sandra Bullock

- James Marsden....... Diane Kruëger
- Ryan Reynolds........ Michelle Pfeifer
- Eric Bana.............. Natalie Portmann
- Liam Neeson.......... Jennifer Garner
- Ray Park............... Anna Sophia Robb
- Zachary Quinto....... Helena Bonham Carter
- Hugh Dancy........... Emma Thompson
- Jude Law.............. Kate Winslet
.
LEAST FAV ACTORS/ACTRESSES
- Kristen Stewart
- Toby Maguire
- Jack Black
- Kirsten Dunst
- Jim Carrey
- Ben Stiller
- Jessica Alba
- Adam Sandler
- Matthew Broderick
.
why top 9?
i like multiples of 3 =)

♥

illiud Latine dici non potest

you can't say that in Latin

sick

2010-01-22T11:29:00.001-08:00

multi famam, conscientiam pauci verentur

many fear their reputation, few their conscience

i have the hardest time sneezing. i dont know why. i'll get that feeling like i need to sneeze but i just can't. and you know when you have a cold (which i do have) and your nose is stuffed (like mine is), sneezing provides momentary sinus relief. BUT I CANT SNEEZE. so i gotta breathe through my mouth. boo.
.
AMERICAN IDOL
- orlando -
failed to impress. that beatboxing fool was annoying. that guy who was outted by security was kool, haha just kidding. nice voices, yeah, but no one was memorable enough for me to remember
.
COUGAR TOWN
sucha sad episode =( poor poor bobby. i almost cried. i have no comment on laurie and grayson. it was pretty funny when grayson and andy were making songs. "someday guy" and "sex with the ex" hahaha. white noise
.
COMMUNITY
no senor chang this week unfortunately. i so knew jeff was gonna hook up with prof slater. but now britta likes jeff! egad. troy and britta dancing - baha. that principle is so so so awkward. hilariously awkward
.
THE OFFICE
they call it scranton. what? the electric city. scranton. what? the electric city.
ah. so weird
fake stanley. hahaha
.
M: heroes & the bachelor
T: better off ted & american idol
W: american idol & cougar town
TH: community & the office

so much for lata

2010-01-20T14:35:00.001-08:00

multis post annis

many years later

so i ended my last post sayin i'd blog lata
and then BAM that lata turned into a week
wat can i say
time flies.. like jake the pilot.......
.
THE BACHELOR
woooo fav episode ever! jake's date with ella was so cute, good man. so glad jake sent michelle home, that girl had issues. speaking of issues, elizabeth went home!! holla. she was wacked. i like that jake is speakin his mind. the man is showing his balls. not literally. i totally sympathize with ashleigh's breakdown before the comedy club show, i probably wouldve done the exact same thing. girlie drama in the house. yeah vienna was crying her butt off and everyone was hating on her. yess. did i not say best episode ever?? ali is the queen of the mean, she's kool. i'm glad vienna's still there. i hate her, but if she had left, there'd be no more drama. and i love the drama..
.
HEROES
just cheesy. the whole hiro in subconscious court... totally cheesy. i'm sad that sylar/zachary quinto is turning to the good side, i prefer him as the villain (except in star trek). i'm tired of samuel, he bores me to tears. IS CLAIRE GAY???
.
AMERICAN IDOL
- chicago -
there were 2 gals i liked here. Katelyn Epperly and Charity Vance. shania twain is kool. but i still prefer posh. yeeaa
there was an asian man. so odd. he wasnt that good but watev
overall, boston talent is still most impressive
.
BETTER OFF TED
"thats hubris! you're cocky. you think you can't lose. it's very self-destructive"
baha
luv it

fried

2010-01-14T14:31:00.001-08:00

melius tarde, quam nunquam

better late than never

atlanta. american idol auditions.
i dont like country music. SO i didnt really like the majority of the ppl
i liked Jermaine Sellers the best cuz he has a nice voice and he was so chill

MY CINEMA EXAM WAS A BEAST
honestly, that thing was insane.
5 parts
- true/false
- multiple choice
- matching
- fill in the blank
- visual
265 questions
intense

i feel so brain fried from it...
i'll blog lata

Post 100

2010-01-13T14:55:00.000-08:00

for so long i thought i was asylum bound

but just seeing you makes me think twice

- as lovers go, dashboard confessional

i think i've used that song before. its a good song
.
i have recently been asked why i have started blogging more frequently. i suppose it's because cinema has awakened my mind and movies/tv shows are something interesting to blog about =)
.
WHO watched AI last night? in BOSTON
i liked Katie Stevens (the one with the grandma who has alzheimers), Maddy Curtis (the one with 11 siblings, 4 of which have down syndrome), Luke Shaffer (he sang 'fall for you' and i love his voice), and Joshua Blaylock (the one who was getting lessons on 'how to be assertive' from the judges HAHA). i like victoria beckham
.
i'd really love to blog more but i have major studying to do. my 1st cinema exam tomorrow!! huzzah
.
c ya
*chia*
.
ps. i didnt forget my latin phrase
bona fortuna!
good luck!

consumed by cinema

2010-01-12T18:13:00.000-08:00

wish that you could, but you aint gonna own me

- Pocketful of Sunshine, Natasha Bedingfield

i am totally in love with cinema. i mean, i've always loved movies, but cinema classes put everything in a whole new light

i'm also becoming a tv junkie.. sorta hehe
mondays: heroes & the bachelor
tuesdays: american idol
wednesdays: american idol & better off ted
thursdays: community & cougar town

fridays, i rent a movie

i cant wait for glee to come back

heroes! i actually liked it when hiro's brain got jumbled up and was talking in comic book/movie lingo. it was entertaining. i ♥ peter

does anyone watch the batchelor? i've never watched it before. but i started watching this season. it's very.. um.. interesting. haa. those chicks are CRAZY. i like when people go home and when there's scandals. baha

american idol tonight. i hate ellen degeneres. but i am fond of her significant other. ha that sounds awkward. haha. portia de rossi is in better off ted, one of my fav 6 tv shows. she was in arrested development back in the day. she's hilarious

movies movies movies

i'm trying to make my fav 10 movie list but it aint happening. too many too many. i gotta simplify.

latin phrase of the blog:

meliora cogito

i strive for the best

c ya

*chia*

wake up in the morning, stumble on my life

2010-01-11T15:24:00.000-08:00

this is the way that we love, like it's forever

then live the rest of our life, but not together

- happy ending, mika

i reeeally like this song. i heard it on The Sing Off ♥

with each blog, i shall post a latin word/phrase. it'll be educational!
feles mala!
bad kitty!

my title literally applies to me today. this morning, i fell and hit my face on the door frame. u see, i jumped outta bed and my leg wasn't working. it was like numb or dead or something, so when i stood, i couldnt stand. and i just collapsed! like a limp noodle. and i hit my face. it was an interesting experience.

i'm still waiting on one more book from B&N. waiting, waiting, waiting...

vacca, vacca, vacca

2010-01-10T18:59:00.000-08:00

cow, cow, cow

denuone latine loquebar?
mea culpa.
interdum modo elabitur

=)

today was a productive day. i cleaned out the library and finally got around to that butt-load of cinema homework. its sucha relief to have that outta the way. now i'm slightly more prepared for that exam. slightly. i really like cinema, i want to take other media arts related classes.

so far we've watched:
- It Happened One Night
- Double Indemnity
- All About Eve
more more more more

MONDAY again tomorrow
hoo-ah

c ya
*chia*

is that you breathing?

2010-01-05T07:58:00.000-08:00

because i cant hear myself think

-- Night at the Museum 2

night at the museum 2 is the funniest movie
it's the feature film in my home at the moment

my cinema class is in the basement
the dirty basement, with no custodial services
and only half the lights work
its definitely kool
it makes me feel like i'm not really in school

heroes heroes heroes
i very much regret missing the first 3 seasons of heroes
i've been keeping up with season 4 but i still feel like im missing stuff

i just finished reading Thirteen Reasons Why
i highly recommend it
it's interesting
and doesn't follow the standard story-telling pattern
but it does center around 'suicide'
if that sorta thing offends you

c ya
*chia*

MERRY CHRISTMAS !

2009-12-25T19:06:00.000-08:00

fly emirates.

2009-12-16T16:17:00.000-08:00

meet dubai.

i'm kinda in luv with dubai
i'm going to go there one day
when its not having economical issues
HA

Colin Valentine

2009-12-01T08:32:00.000-08:00

so u kno i'm a big 104.3MYfm fan
and in the morning
(from 5:30-10AM)
the radio host is Sean Valentine
well he has a little son
who has gone through alot
medical-wise

read his blog
http://valshow.blogspot.com/

and
say a prayer
for Valentine's little son Colin

vita luna

2009-11-18T15:34:00.000-08:00

crazy life
(for you non-Latin speakers)

i am super glad skool is about done. well, this semester at least. it's crazy how fast time is flying. i can't believe it's the middle of november right now. insane. skool has been good but it's getting old. i really enjoy my psych class. my psych prof is THE BEST psychology professor ever. i hope i can get into his psych41 class. i refuse to take psych41 with anyone else. i signed up for winter classes BUT they are all crazy full. i got into one class but it's not exactly the priority. i NEED to take speech and i HATE speech. i wanted to take it over winter so it would go by real fast, but all the speech classes are full. apparently, i'm not the only one with that genius idea. so my friend robert and i are just gonna show up on the first day and try to add in. i hope i hope i hope i hope

work is good. i fulfilled my 8hrs of escort service and completed the checklist of activities that have to be done by newbies. and then i had to take a quiz and watnot. escort office was kool i guess. i dealt with patient discharges, wheeling people out to their cars, delivering lab specimens, running charts and mail room errands, and answering phones. it was a good way to familiarize yourself with the hospital and it was busy on good days which i liked. but on the not so good days, it was slow, quiet and extremely boring. one thing i can't stand is being idle at work. if i'm not doing something, i feel pointless. SO now i'm starting a new department. it's totally paperwork, phones, data entry, filing and all those wonderful things. i really do love desk jobs so i'm pretty excited for that.

i'm in this new adult program at church and i really like it. i used to be the youngest but a 17yr
old came in so now i have a buddy! ha. she's tight, she speaks french and she works at jons. i actually ran into her there. haha wat're the odds. oh and it's funny cuz one guy from church actually works at the hospital too and i ran into him the other day. small world.

i just started using mozilla firefox and i feel weird because it keeps correcting my slang spelling.
i dont put H's in WAT! get over it.

i cleaned the inside of my car for the first time. ha. i thought that was an achievement to share.

i want to learn latin. i want to read all shakespeare's comedies and tragedies. i want to go to dubai.

my brother is joining track. my dad is trying to kill rats. no joke. he's been researching methods to kill rodents. oh. to be clear, there are no rats in my house. they're at his work. did you know: rats aren't all that crazy about cheese, they prefer peanut butter. yeah for reals.

vale!
(c ya)
*chia*

18

2009-10-02T09:40:00.000-07:00

half the time the world is ending

truth is i am done pretending

love remains the same, gavin rossdale

my birthday was wonderful
the entire day was fabulous
from the minute i woke up to the minute i fell asleep
it was great =)

104.3MYfm is the best thing ever
ah
well actually it might just be valentine in the morning thats the best
from 5:30-10:00AM
SO funny

i'm kinda bummed that none of the ppl i'm meeting hav facebooks
bah
i thought everyone in the worrrlllddd had a facebook!

i'ma be working at the hospital now
intense
i dont start till mid-october
but it'll be kool

ugh sociology sucks
it's pissing me off
but watever
my prof's a fag
nothing i can do there
seriously
i just cant respect him or even listen to him
his language is terrible and he fights with his students on a daily basis
that's disgusting, like i'm embarassed for him
omg
i get disgusted just thinking about my soc class

i like my other classes
it's kool cuz the stuff we learn now in psych and bio
i've already learned at la baptiste
with the exception of 3hr long labs (i miss ms lindstrom)
and tests on 4 chapters at a time
the reading and amount of info u hav to remember is a little overwhelming
my warning to you:
dont ever take 4 sciences at once
there's so much to read
ahh

alright
i'm done
i hav to finish my oceanography test

c ya
*chia*

MYfm

2009-09-23T16:40:00.000-07:00

and your thoughts have taken their toll

when your mind breaks the spirit of your soul

21 Guns, Green Day

i have acquired an addiction to 1043MYfm
i listen all da tiiime
and i've been trying to WIN WIN WIN
anything and everything

so
my brother injured himself in football
he hit the qb with his elbow
and apparently tore something
the doc says its either a torn tendon or a torn ligament
if its a tendon, its alright, he just cant play for a week
if its a ligament, they hav to operate...
we're praying its a tendon
justin's got xrays again tomorrow
nonetheless, he can't play on saturday
his birthday game
he's bummed
=(
i dont kno wat to get him for his birthday
i'm terrible at getting gifts for people
terrible terrible

skool is goin good
its really so much easier than high skool
but its kinda boring
well, i think i'm just bored cuz i hav no friends

okay
off to study for oceanography
bah

c ya
*chia*

game day

2009-09-05T11:10:00.000-07:00

and suddenly i become a part of your past

i'm becoming the part that don't last

over my head (cable car), the fray

woohoo
LAB's 1st game of the year
TODAY
GO KNIGHTS
woohooo
my brother is nervous
i'm excited

i really like mascots
like, its always interesting to kno the mascot of a skool

pierce is the BRAHMA BULLS
its tight right? like its unique and its not just any bull, its the BRAHMA bull

apu is the cougar
the cougar is just a kool beast to begin with
i wanted to be a cougar

biola is the eagle
thats alright
not awesome but its okay

and wat is valley?
valley is the monarch
AND NOT EVEN THE BUTTERFLY
its the old DEAD ppl
how terrible is that
i'm an old dead person
=(

*chia*

GO KNIGHTS

escapade

2009-09-03T15:58:00.000-07:00

the feeling of letting go, i guess we'll never know -- rainbow veins, owl city

=] my first week of skool has finished.
sadly, there are no cute guys at this skool. like seriously, i've wandered the campus in a futile search. oh wellll. guess that means no distractions? more like no motivation.. haha justt keeding

psych and soc are kool. my teachers are interesting
unfortunately, bio is a bore. and i hav bio like 7hrs a week. sucks for mee
AND we dont even hav dissections! ridiculous!
ugh ugh ugh
however, we did play with snails today
so it wasnt a total waste of 5 hours

it was nice to see a couple LABians
i kinda miss the familiarity of passing periods
i miss wandering thru the halls and just knowing everybody and being able to say hi to them without them looking at you like you're strange

its weird not seeing some ppl that i've grown up seeing basically everyday of my life
like kara and christina
=(

i just called the bookstore about one of my books right
and they told me to come pick it up right now and i said okay yes
and then i hung up and now i'm like why did i say yes? i'm far too lazy to leave and waste my gas
so i hope they still hold on to my books
blahh
i'll pick it up tomorrow

i'm going to take a nap

c ya
*chia*

no matter

2009-08-28T19:04:00.000-07:00

and i find that my heart is my home
and the music within makes me whole
a world that i built on my own
--
melody, kate earl

i never really have anything meaningful to blog about. i mean, my blogs are never deep or interesting. they're more just snippits and spazzes of what come to my mind. of what my mind contains. i'm just not cut out for putting my thoughts on a page. no matter, i shall blog despite

♥

sooo i didnt hav to babysit this past week

and it was the best last week of summer yet! haha =]

♥

it was so nice to visit LAB all those times. the ladies in the office are probably getting tired of seeing my face. its pretty funny that everytime i've visited, i always see kaycee and mrs hisayasu. like, i dont try to go see them, but i always do =)

♥

today's visit was the best. probably becuz i got to see (almost) all my favorite people, mostly my frenchies. i miss madame SO SO SO much. it was great just sitting in her class and chatting it up with her. i cant believe my frenchie buddies are seniors now and i'm so glad that we'll always have france. it still amazes me to no end how a week in a foreign land can build friendships that still last

♥

i've developed an addiction to the mindjolt games on facebook

plus i got into farmtown

♥

i'm real glad skool is starting soon. i think if i had one more month of vacation, my brain would deteriorate into nothing

♥

i really want to start this series, but i cant becuz the author isnt done writing them all yet

SO i had to read these other books, which were terrible ugh

there's nothing worse than craving a good book and ending up reading six crappy ones instead

so then i had to go re-read the favorites, which sorta made up for the crappy ones

my favorite three books EVER:

- to catch a pirate

- the truth about forever

- the dairy queen / the off season (its a sequel so they're like connected)

♥

alright

i'm off to go play some ridiculous game on fb

baha

♥

c ya

*chia*

i want to swim away but dont kno how

2009-08-17T09:40:00.001-07:00

sometimes it feels just like i'm falling in the ocean -- in the ocean, blue october

week one of solo babysitting has passed
it was difficult
but i survived

as did my brother in regards to hell week
but unlike me, he thoroughly enjoyed it
he really reeally wanted to be linebacker
but he will be left guard and nose guard instead

i went skool supply shopping yesterday =]
goodies goodies
LAB and moorpark started today
lucky them

gosh. i need sleep so bad
i hav a terrible headache
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

im going crazy of boredom
ugh

i need to order books for skool
i will do that
today
i think
yah

i ordered some libros for my leisure
i want them to come
NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW

NOW

c ya
*chia*

i luv the miles between me and the city

2009-08-08T20:58:00.000-07:00

and i'm glad i never grew up on a mountain to figure out how high the world could reach -- indiana, jon mclaughlin

today was SO fun
me and ferni hung out
and traveled the country side
and did some mischievous deeds
=)

then i went shopping with the fam bam
which will be continued tomorrow

the past two weeks hav been awesome
BECAUSE I DIDNT HAV TO BABYSIT!!
BAHAHA
and i got to hang with some of my favorite people on the face of the earth
i was also chauffeur to my brother and his football buddies
it was enjoyable

i need to wash my car
and the dog

i saw alot of random ppl from skool recently
which is kool
i guess

hell week next week
a full week of just me and the kiddies
but thats not the 'hell week' i was referring to
football hell week is wat i meant but watev
take it as you may

this week'll be fun (apart from babysitting)
lots of plans and scheduling in store!
woot woot

i wish i could work at barnes and noble
barnes and noble is so great
so much greater than borders
ugh

there's a 25% chance i'll be moving
which has its goods and bads
but we'll see where that goes

c ya
*chia*

tomorrow might be good for something

2009-07-28T07:17:00.000-07:00

we just can't get it right, but we're on the road -- all fall down, onerepublic

i'm so glad keera is back from italy =]

olive garden was funn :) i luv those ppl
they're my favorite people on earth, plus/minus a few

i wonder how jp's first day of interning is going.
i wonder how christina's interview is going.
i wonder if kara is sleeping and if texting her right now would drive her insane.
i wonder how daniel's art class is going and wat time he ended up finishing that assignment last night.
i wonder if the stupid children i babysit will show up so i can go back to bed.

and now for the mysterious, ominous part of my blog. hahahha

if someone doesn't like you, it's not a big deal. life goes on. you don't need to try so hard to win that person's approval. now, if you and a good friend hav a falling out, you'd think you might want to try to save what you had. but i hav since learned that what you consider to be a good friendship isn't necessarily what they consider a good friendship, in which case you're better off without. sure, it sounds sad but there are worse tragedies. if they didn't care enough to say or do something when they knew something was up, then fine. watever. they really didn't care and neither should you. then you realize, yeah, you basically wasted --oh lets say-- four years of your life thinking you were friends with someone and in the end you realize they never trusted you, they never cared about you, you dont really kno who the heck this person is, you were never friends. bummer.

tough, too bad

do you know where your heart is

2009-07-26T20:19:00.000-07:00

you're a lonely soul cuz you won't let go of anything you hold -- say (all i need), onerepublic

when you're tied down to the past, it makes it so much harder to move forward. everything happens for a reason, and regret isnt something to waste life on. but sometimes you cant help but wonder if you couldve done something differently. how could i hav wasted so much time chasing after something that was so pointless? why did i put so much effort into those fruitless failures of a friendship that now completely cease to exist? why didn't i spend more time with the other amazing people in my life? why didn't i take that step out of my comfort zone?

but then i look back and find the dreams i rly want to chase. i realize who has come to matter in my life. i appreciate those amazing ppl who i took for granted back then. i relive the great moments that i won't ever regret. and there's no doubt left that if i were gvn the chance, i wouldnt ever change a thing about the past.

hindsight is 20/20.
the only time i'm not blind.

i am as silent as the grave

2009-07-21T15:35:00.000-07:00

sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same -- all at once, the fray

is it better to speak what you feel or hold it in?
on the one hand, it sounds like cowardice to not just freely state the truth. who cares how it affects the other people, at least you said it, right? sometimes there's respect in expressing your feelings. and who knows, maybe that one thing you decided to say will change someone's life. maybe it'll build a better relationship with that person.
but on the other hand, it sounds like pure wisdom to wisely resist opening your mouth. afterall, isnt it better to keep the peace? i mean really, the only thing that could come of this would be starting a battle. nobody asked for your opinion so you should just keep it to yourself. and besides, what if you lose more friends by opening your mouth, then what would be the point.
but if you have to keep containing everything, what's the point of being friends? shouldn't you be able to say what's on your mind without fear of offending them? and shouldn't they be able to handle whatever you dish out? afterall, you are friends. you should be able to say what's bothering you and they should be able to take it maturally.
or maybe the whole point of being friends is overlooking their faults. nobody's perfect. and if they wanted you to get on their case, you wouldn't be their friend. plus, friends are just for support anyways, it's not your job.
too bad it just sounds like you're a coward now. rationalizing everything so as to take the easiest road.

i guess the best thing to do is
smile and wave

just one day

2009-07-20T21:45:00.000-07:00

dang today was sucha great day

skool was ish tho, borrring
i shoulda left earlier but he kept saying he was going to talk about the final so i stayed and then he never talked bout it anyways
bah
cant believe my class is over already!
i wish all classes could be like this one

my mum's car broke down
so i did alot more driving today
it was fun
and i didnt hav to babysit that much! muwaha
unfortunately, once my class is over
i'm goin to be a full-time sitter
shoot me now

i finally cleaned out my room
its funny to find stuff from like 6th grade
and i found all my LAB id's! haha
its truly hilarious to compare the transitions

i actually did some running today at pierce, on the track
it was the first time in like 23482903849 yrs

i feel kinda sorta lonely with kara in italy
i've got no one to piss off when i text them at 7 in the morning
=(

c ya
*chia*

i miss the jews

2009-07-13T20:18:00.000-07:00

there's more in this world than we see -- illusions, ryan cabrera

ahhh
this morning
i was going to text kara
and then i realized
she was in italy
=(
ahhh

my stats class ends next week!
baha

i had a strong urge to purge my facebook
but i resisted
i think i just wont go on for a while
but thats the only way i talk to certain ppl
so i kinda hav to go on
but i did purge my phone
ha

I NAMED MY CAR...
CHAMBA !
pronounced like la bamba but chamba
it means "lucky"

i think i shall make another "how well do you know me" quiz
i like those things
actually, i just like the fact that everyone fails
ha
>:)

people are quite different in skool and in real life
who knew
here i thought everyone would be the same
but they're not
i guess i really am innocent
i've lost alot of respect for alot of people
oh well
c'est la vie

c ya
*chia*

I cannot explain to you

And anything I say or do

I hope the actions speak the words they can

hoorah for weekly blogging

2009-07-07T13:56:00.001-07:00

wooooooooo
another week
another 3 day weekend :)
ah, so much action but i cant possibly blog it all

had lunch and a movie (transformers) with the kylies and daniel and keera and jeff
it was funnn

this weekend was busy
for some unknown reason, my fam decided to hav a 4th of july cleaning and rearranging
ha

i went shopping with my mum yesterday
was very fun

skool is still good
altho lotsa students are dropping like flies
ha
10 classes left!!
BAHAHA

i luv my car!
=)
i still hav not gotten my license plate...............................................................
and i'm not even talkin bout a personalized plate
i'm just talkin bout the normal random plate
how long can i legally drive my car without a plate? is there a limit? i think so..
uh oh..

got my parking permit for valley :)
i like parking permits

i beat my brother at pool
finallly

babysitting starts this week
till the end of the summer
ay yi yi yi yi yi
o well
at least i get some cash prizes

my brother's football practice gets a tad more intense
but he likes it

i hope to blog more often than once a week
but
i guess i blog
when i blog

c ya
*chia*

man is it hot

2009-06-28T09:41:00.000-07:00

on the wings of a dream so far beyond reality -- through the fire and flames, dragonforce

it's so weird to hav a 3day weekend. but no complaints here! i've been having a really great time chilling with my fam. now that my mum's big audit is over with, she's much more relaxed. and it's kool helpin her study for her big exam. she's really quite a braniac. i didnt kno how smart she was. she's always been top of her class. crazy insane. i guess that's why i feel like i need to do well. it's in my blood. my dad is seriously a jack-of-all-trades. it's really quite disgusting how beastly he is at billiard, haha. i wish i had inherited his ability to aim. i think i'm cross-eyed. or just blind. watever. my bro's sore from football and stuffs. i'm sore from wii. haaa.

school has been great so far, i rly luv it. ha. never thought i'd say that. and i luv knowing that despite just finishing my first week, i only hav 16 classes left. muwahaha. pierce is soo refreshingly different than LAB. to be honest, i don't miss LAB at all. i mean, i miss some faces but i dont miss the boring old routine. i like being able to talk to whoever and not even hav to kno their name. i like being free of the old borish cliques.

i sat down and made a list of all the LABians who hav made an impact in my life. it took a while but i'm glad i did it cuz it reminded me of some great friends that i havnt made enuff effort to stays friends with. and it reminded me how blind i am sometimes. it's always a huge disappointment to me when i think i kno someone, only to find out that i dont kno them at all. wat constitutes a real friendship?

the world is a totally different place when u hav a phone and a car. haha. the only thing that could make it better is to hav my own personalized license plate. hehehehe :)

off to watch Tarzan

c ya

*chia*

don't steal it

2009-06-16T14:49:00.000-07:00

i found it, i bought it, you can't ever take it or fake it -- hey hey, the elms

welllll
i was rly supposed to get a phone yesterday
(sorry cal for the false notice, i didnt do it on purpose
well, the 1st time i did, but not the 2nd ha)
but things didnt work out so i didnt get it

i'm applying for a yob
once i get a yob, i'ma save up for my personal license plate
i cant tell u wat its gonna be
cuz then ud steal it
i rly rly rly hope no one takes my plate
last time i checked, which was 32 minutes ago, it was still available
but anybody could up and claim it anyday at anytime
ugh
i wish i could put it on hold
phooey

c ya
*chia*

ps. i luv my car
and i still need a name for it
ajax, jamy, puck, toby
hm hm hm hm hm hm

ecstaticly elated, deliriously delighted

2009-06-13T13:18:00.000-07:00

i'm not asking for an explanation all i kno is that you take me away -- zero gravity, david archuleta

i got a wii

david archuleta has a new song

i got my car! YAYYYYY

i iz happy

i can listen to my ipod in my car! best thing ever

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i'm so excited

SO excited

and giddy

ha

c ya
*chia*

11th Grade Reminisce

2009-06-10T18:18:00.000-07:00

aint it fun to look back and see its all been done before -- come so far, hairspray

Littlefield's 7th period. that in of itself was a huge part of my junior year. there was like 18 of us but like 92308498 other kids came and went throughout the year. it was totally crazy in there and yet it was like the best class ever. ha. i miss it. few memories from there: tatiana "i'm offended" every 2 seconds, everybody calling everybody fags (espesh littlefield calling tatiana a fag), phil shaw, jamie "so it's a parrot", sitting in the back next to nick kline who barely came to skool and was always texting when he did, sitting between nick barber and casey reed and all their gayness, wendy rusnak coming into our class more than nick kline did, daniel's wikipedia sweatshirt, etc...
Littlefield's 8th period. haha. guitar hero. kara hosting the Mexican Name Game outside with Wosk as Arted. just chilling with jack.
Littlefield was undoubtedly one of my favorite LAB people ever. i think he was one of the few ppl who recognized a difference amongst asian behavior and actually addressed it, wishing to learn more. i thought it was definitely hilarious.

chi chung. i cannot even begin to describe how messed up him and his teaching methods were. o man. but, great memories. mafia. blue jeff. green jeff. evan turning out to be a freakishly good liar. chi chung's terrible korean grammar. one plus two equals tree. documenting all his great quotes. everyone was a sinner and we were all gonna die. his 239048098 korean girlfriends. me and shelly trying to be friends with his intentional-child-bride on facebook. failing every single test, like literally. we're talking Fs here. him giving me an effing B in the class and me crying to him to giv me the effing A. his silly lectures and threats. how he gave us all the freedom in the world and was forced to retract it.

David Cook vs David Archuleta. all thanks to kara jew. she introduced me to AI and i've been hooked on archuleta ever since. the David Book.

APUSH. writing down everybody's grades. GO (graphic organizer? is that wat it was called?). making a list of everybody's emails. lucky dog. week in history. kara tripping nev. Their Eyes Were Watching God.

1st time at LAB when i actually had classes with Keera. potlucks with hisay. bonding in french. being friends with daniel. hanging out more with lex and lau. chillin in the mornin with kayla and her waterbottle. getting to kno shawn and josh in chem. trying to celebrate keera's bday a month early. religion with struyk: walks around the track, silly games, talkin bout archie and cook. TAing for Newcomb: getting to hav a class with kaycee! AND GARO!!!, wheeling the Nuke to the office in her wheelchair. my bro's 1st yr. watching my bro as the star in Pirate's Island with david and jeff. watching my bro in the Seussical with LF and the gang. kelsi's bday at city walk. christina's surprise bday party at melp's house. julia and maddie's "sorta-surprise" bday party. basically, junior year was my 2nd favorite year of my LAB life.

You're Annoying

2009-06-08T13:47:00.001-07:00

YEAH.

YOU

DO SOMETHING

2009-06-08T11:59:00.000-07:00

just cant do nothin, gotta do something -- barriers, david archuleta

i never tire of david archuleta
NEVER
EVER
seriously
i've been listening to him for a whole year and i still never tire of him
BUT did you kno
david archuleta is a boy scout???
yeah.. that either means i must hav a new found respect for boy scouts or david archuleta just lost a little bit of my respect
haha
OR i can just forget this tidbit of info
OH OH OH OH OH OH
DID YOU KNOW
david archuleta won best smile in the 2008 Teen Choice Post-Awards?
yesssssss

um. keanu reeves is not gay according to wikipedia but u kno two very intelligent people told me he was gay and they made me feel very stupid for not knowing this. watever.

What Happens In Vegas
so funnee
of course, keera just shoots it down without even giving it a chance
go watch it kara
ITS GOOD

so summer's chill
i feel somewat guilty that i'm not doing anything productive like working and making moneys
all i've been doing is watching movies
WAIT. piano is sorta productive.. i think.. but that doesnt make moneys
I FEEL LIKE A BUM

well, i hope i get a car today
I HOPE I HOPE I HOPE I HOPE

c ya
*chia*

ps. i luv you CLAN and i would hang with you if i could, but i cant so what can i do? i cant do nothing

Gloom and Doom

2009-06-02T17:44:00.000-07:00

"what means this gloom and doom?"

♥

its gloomy outside. and i'm awake at 9:26. thats just dreadful. i dont kno why, but i just automatically woke up at like 6:30 and couldnt get back to sleep until 8 and just woke up at 9. sheesh. SHEESH. i'm watching high school musical. haha. oh summer.

♥

as much as i luv summer, i'm getting quite restless. i need to get out and DO something. ha. do something crazy. ahhhhh. i need a CAR. acaracaracaracaracaracar racecaracecaracecaracecar.

♥

♥

c ya

*chia*

the FIRST of JUNE

2009-06-01T10:03:00.000-07:00

if i dont say this now i will surely break

as i'm leaving the one i want to take

forgive the urgency but hurry up and wait

my heart has started to separate

-- look after you, the fray

♥

summer vacation. how strange it is to think that there's no summer reading assigned for these 3 months. or how we wont be going to the same place in the fall, seeing the same people, wandering the same grounds..

♥
yeah, my bro got his ear pierced on the day we were officially outta skool. EARRINGS? HOW DARE YOU
♥
i'm car shopping. honda crv? toyota rav4? honda fit? i dont kno, i dont kno...
but i kno i want the car that fits ME. a good fit
i really want it RIGHT NOW. but i kno i should be patient. too bad i'm not patient AT ALL.
♥
so i saw the trailer for New Moon. let me tell you, i dont like the twilight saga. i kno, ur like, WAT? you read the twilight saga three times at least and you own the freakin saga and you read the entire saga in 2 days the first time. YEAH. that doesnt mean anything. i think i've overdone the whole twilight thing. i'm so sick of all things twilight. the movie was SO awkward beyond awkward. every moment was ....... yeah, awkward. but thats not even why i'm sick of twilight. its just the storyline and the characters and just ugh. its such a sappy silly story.
so i saw the trailer for New Moon. and again, AWKWARD. BUT THEN, who appears? Taylor Lautner (werewolf Jacob Black). with a dashing haircut. o yes, he is reason enuff to see New Moon. ha. i'm a walking paradox
♥
i registered for my classes at Valley College. looks like i wont be going to pierce. Valley gave me higher priority than Pierce and i was able to get all the classes i wanted right away. where as, Pierce gave me quite the battle. pooh

i would like to see The Proposal with Ryan Reynolds and Sandra Bullock. it looks SO hilarious. i think i became a ryan reynolds fan after X-Men with him as Deadpool

okay, i'm done

c ya

*chia*

FACEBOOK?!?

2009-05-30T18:39:00.000-07:00

there's a sun coming over the horizon -- beating my heart, jon mclaughlin
♥
WOW
is it just me or is facebook STILL going crazy right now??
GRR
♥
anyways,
GRADUATION TODAY
it was fun
didnt take as many pictures as i wanted but then again
when do i ever
sheesh
♥
i rly cant believe skool is over so quickly
i just dont kno wat to do with myself
i need to buy some libros...
or get a job..
i should get a job at a bookstore
hmmmmmm........
♥
i cant upload any pictures onto facebook
this is SO frustrating
GAH

♥
c ya
*chia*
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ps. ive realized that i look better from the left angle of my face than the right. dont believe me? check out these two pictures. undoubtedly, i totally ruined the CLAN picture. pooh

CURSE FACEBOOK

2009-05-29T19:20:00.000-07:00

GAH

becuz facebook is experiencing some technical difficulties

i shall post the picture that i am trying to upload onto my bloggy

CLAN

SAP SONG

2009-05-27T19:45:00.000-07:00

i fought to the end to stand on the edge

what if today is as good as it gets

don't know where the future's headed

nothing's gonna bring me down

-- no boundaries, kris allen

i dont think i've ever dreaded a day as much i dread tomorrow. its definitely going to be the saddest day of my life. the last day of high school. the last day of the routinely LAB life. FOREVVVER.

ahem.

i think now is a good time to post the sap song.

8 yrs later

time goes by fast

got my memories

and they will last

i try to keep it simple

cause i hate goodbyes

and i try to keep it simple

by telling myself that

...

I Will remember you

and all of the things

that we've gone through

There is so much I can say

but words get in the way

So when we're not together

I will remember you

...

We are a picture

In my mind

When I wanna find you

I just close my eyes

You'll never be that far from me

So don't say goodbye 'cause

You'll never be that far from me

...

You were there when I needed a friend

Thank you thank you

I never told you how much that meant

Gotta thank you

thank you

...

i will remember you

ryan cabrera

----

---

c ya

*chia*

-------

ps. i'm aware that its only been 6yrs, but u cant edit cabrera's lyrics.

pss. i'm also aware that i already hav edited his lyrics. HA

2009-05-24T14:22:00.000-07:00

i think i'm moving but i go nowhere, yeah i kno that everyone gets scared -- stop and stare, one republic

so i made this fraudulent facebook for evan deyoung last year and i hav like 700 friends on that account
so today, i was chattin with someone on my account and a notification pops up
"evan deyoung also commented on daniel fermanian's photo"
i was totally freaked out
i thought someone had hacked into the fake account i made
but really, evan made a legit one
so now i ought to delete my false one
BUT he's got 700 friends! ..the imposter i mean
one does not just throw away an account with 700 friends..
well actually, they're not real friends or anything
i mean, on facebook, everybody is friends with everybody even tho they're not in real life
thats how it goes

or not rly
i hav a ritualistic purging of the facebook..
i cleanse my account every 3 months
basically, if u and i hav bad vibes in real life, we cannot be friends on facebook
BUT if i've never met u in real life but i know OF you, then we can be friends on facebook because there are a great many ppl in the world that i will not get the privilege of meeting in real life so who says we cant meet and be buds via the web
i try to "keep it real yo" (*shawn martin*)

okay. thats my facebook blog

i got a new dvd player today

i hav a bruise the size of my ipod dial/scroll thing from attempting to skateboard yesterday
yesss

i bought a book

i mastered way back into love on the pee-ah-no
"i love piano =]" (*john stratton*)

i looked thru last year's yearbook
so so so so sad
:(
compared to last year, i rly like this yr's yearbook
its much neater and cooler and
way better organized and formatted

okay, i'm off to watch transporter 3

woooo no skool tomorrow

c ya
*chia*

2009-05-21T14:57:00.000-07:00

thanks for the memories even though they weren't so great -- thnks fr th mmrs, fall out boy

kris allen won

i made a "how well do you know me" quiz on facebook

my life is uncertain. very uncertain. i'm living on improv

sb yesterday

i uploaded digi photo stuff

all things college suck

i cried everyday this week

skool is over

i want to do so much
but its not gonna happen

for once in my life,
i'm unhappy, discontent, and melancholic

*sigh*

HE > i

2009-05-17T13:51:00.000-07:00

i've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away just in case i ever need 'em again someday -- way back into love, music&lyrics
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its sunnndaaay. a day in the sun.
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its been a very fun weekend. i finally got my third piercing! yay! it didnt hurt at all but its a little sore if i touch it. it was a fun day at the mall with the chicas. i deserve to be shot since i forgot my camera. oi vei. i brought an extra battery but i forgot my camera. inconceivable. but i used julia's cam cam for pictures.
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i watched bride wars yesterday. i liked it, its one of those movies where u like it the 1st time u watch it as long as u only watch it that one time. its not one of those movies u wanna watch over and over again. if u kno wat i mean.
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i'm putting together a powerpoint for the girls for our potluck on monday. there are perfections to be made. MAJOR perfections.
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i went to chinatown and i was gonna buy this totally chinesey outfit to wear to awards night. but it was kinda expensive and i'm only gonna wear it once in my life. so i didnt :( too bad. its quite a shame that i dont own native chinese garb. pooh pooh. i'm sucha disgrace to the asian race.
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digi photo now...
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c ya
*chia*

2009-05-08T20:43:00.000-07:00

this is the day you've been waiting for -- save the day, david archuleta

"Ohio Christian school tells student to skip prom"
intense.
the dude's gonna be suspended if he goes to prom. thats totally intense.

i'm kinda excited for tomorrow. but not quite. like, i'm a tiny bit excited but then i'm mostly scared. i dont wanna be excited and hav great expectations only to be shattered. weird arent i? i never hav the right emotions for anythings. like AP's. the correct emotion: nervous/scared outta one's mind. my emotion: the AP is today?
prom. correct emotion: excited! my emotion: O.. uh oh..

*sigh*

c ya
*chia*

2009-05-05T18:53:00.000-07:00

right now you cant tell but stay awhile and maybe then you'll see a different side of me -- unwell, matchbox 20

KRIS ALLEN SINGS TONIGHT ! bravo bravo. we await his melodious voice with great anticipation. the theme for tonight is ROCK N' ROLL. hopefully, he will do well. jz thinks KA cant do rock n' roll. i'm hoping he is very wrong in this matter. i would very much like allison iraheta to go home.

i need to do that marriage&family powerpoint, but its just so dumb. pooh. i mean its totally easy, but totally a pointless waste of time and annoying as well. gosh, i hate that class. grr

AH. I LUV FRENCH & ALL MY FRENCHIE BUDDIES! when i recounted the tale of my french ap with the class, everyone was so excited for me when i told them i done good on my speaking. they're so great. i ♥ them all. we're watching the scarlet pimpernel. i'm really going to cry on the day of our french final. it'll be the last time i ever see all my french buddies in one room together :'( wow. saddest thing in my life.

OKAY. i'm off to do that STUPID M&F PROJECT. GAH.

c ya

*chia*

...i am so sick of chasing you

but what do i get 'cause i just seem to lose
you make me regret those times i spent with you

and playing those games as i wait for your call
and now i give up, so goodbye and so long...
when i needed you most
when i needed a friend
you let me down now...

~untitled, blink 182

2009-05-04T19:07:00.000-07:00

these words are all i have so i'll write them -- dance dance, fall out boy
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ITS MAY 4 !
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SHOOT ME: today was my mum's birthday. i forgot to say happy birthday to her this morning. i was a horrible child. i deserved to be shot. but i said happy birthday to her when i got home from skool so it was good :) plus, we took her out to dinner so thats good too, right? right.
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LOCKED OUT: okay so, we went home to pick up something before going out to dinner. so my brother has the key and my parentals wait in the car. a little later, my brother returns to the car BUT my bro has forgotten the key INSIDE the LOCKED house. WOOHOO. usually we hav a spare key somehwere outside, right? BUT we brought it in when we changed the lock on our front door. HA. so my dad had to crawl thru a window. i was going to, but daddy insisted that he do it. it was fun. well, my parents werent too thrilled with the whole scene but i thought it was fun(ny).
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FRENCH AP: surprisingly enuff, i did a decent job on my speaking! like, the best i done all 4 bliddy years of french! it was fab. the reading section was barbaric BECUZ i couldnt focus! the stories were so boring and the whole section took 55minutes. THATS AN HOUR BUD. AN HOUR OF BEASTLY BORING FRENCH STORIES. yeah, i missed a good percent of those questions. o well. it was definitely weird to be up in the library for 4hrs. just listening to the bells ring and thinking where everyone was at at this time. AND did anyone notice how many firetruck/ambulance sirens were driving around? ALOT.
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X MEN ORIGINS: i saw it on friday, but i didnt get to blog bout it. GAMBIT was awesome BUT he didnt hav enuff scenes. poop. did u kno Gambit's real name is Remy LeBeau? do you kno wat LEBEAU means?? THE HANDSOME. HAHAAHA. but the actor for Gambit's name is Taylor Kitsch. fyi.... OH! and if you havnt heard the story... I SAW JEAN PAUL AT THE MOVIES ON FRIDAY. HAHA. HOW FUNNY IS THAT!?!? actually, it wouldnt be that funny if you havnt heard my whole "i-saw-jean-paul-X-number-of-times" saga. anyways, i liked xmen, i think you should go see it. but thats just my opinion and i like xmen to begin with.
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1984: i also finished 1984 on friday, but didnt get the chance to blog. i liked the book all the way up till the end. then it sucked. but thats just my opinion.
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DIGI PHOTO: i did ALOTTA work over the weekend but i didnt get to upload today cuz of the french ap, so i shalt upload manana. yeaahh
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TOMORROW: cinco de mayo, no chapel, american idol top 4: ROCK & ROLL theme, uploading my digi photo work, day after french ap: i predict a fun day in my frenchie class, day after failed econ test: o joy in room 222 for period 4, the return of christina (hopefully?) =), stats ap: kara carrying that stats ap book around non-stop & speaking only statistics and no kylie in digi photo = uh oh..., spanish ap: ace that sucka cynthia ;)
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c ya
*chia*

2009-04-29T20:21:00.000-07:00

the winds of change are blowing wild and free -- to make you feel my love, kris allen
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KRIS ALLEN LIVES ANOTHER WEEK !!! :D
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matt giraud went home. HECK TO THE YEAH SUCKA. i called it. ANNND. the best part: ADAM LAMBERT was in BOTTOM 3 ! that was truly unexpected.
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so i've got sooo much work to do but procrastination is in my blood so i shall blog. i havnt done anything in my digi photo class and i hav so many things that i want to do, but i just dont hav time. time time time. i havnt read 1984, so i guess i'll hav to spark it. and i still havnt written my 2 frenchie essays. i've got a physio test on friday, but i rly dont wanna study for it. baha
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xmen origins comes out on friday. but who really cares about wolverine? i mean seriously, the whole xmen trilogy was about him anyways. now, gambit on the other hand. YEAH. i'm a huge GAMBIT fan. gambit has always been my fav. maybe becuz he's so dang cool in the comics with his cards and his staff and his professional thief-ness. but anyways, i was really bummed when they didnt put him in the other xmen movies. i mean, wat is THAT about. lame. he's one of the originals! watev, he's gonna be amazing in THIS movie and i shall be happy.
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today was a fantastic day. no joke. one of the better days since i got back from france. yeah, i havent really been exactly the same since france. christina says that i've been "shady". haha, idk bout 'shady' but i just havnt been .. myself, i guess. i'm just sorta sad/disappointed/hurt/crestfallen/downcast/frustrated. all feelings that are somewhat foreign to me and i dont handle well. my best response: deny, repress, forget. voilà. i shall be back to my norm soon. alright, so maybe thats not the best response, but hey, i dont make a big deal of it and no one else must suffer the drama of it so theres no harm in doing it my way. ignorance is bliss. or, as they say in 1984, ignorance is strength.
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OKAY. stop procrastinating. get to work.
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c ya
*chia*

2009-04-28T17:03:00.000-07:00

if you want to be free, be free cause theres a million things to be -- if you want to sing out sing out, cat stevens

sooo senior weeding today. was fun times. i gots to skip 15minutes of psych!! WOOT.

this is from a bracelet i bought in france --> and thats not my skin in the background. my brother just said it looks like that background is my flesh. it's not, it's the wall of my room.

tomorrow we hav an AP thingy meeting. we get to skip weitz! that in of itself is super exciting.

so i'm still getting pics for JPRUWITHME. but lemme tell you. its not easy. my pics arent video material. they're candids! i'm a freakin paparazzo, i take pics of the moment. i rly wish i had more material to help JP with, but i'm kinda useless at this point. boo.

alright, i gots work to do.

c ya

*chia*

2009-04-27T19:32:00.000-07:00

i've seen alot of what the world can do -- wild world, cat stevens

so. i havnt blogged for a while, eh?

my past week has been filled with france reminiscings. i come home to like 90839408 notifications on facebook. all from wonderful france pictas. *sigh* i luved france. but like, not JUST france. it was the people on the trip who made the trip as wonderful as it was. i gave melp a quote for the paper. i said "we went to France as classmates but totally came back as a family". and as cheesy as it sounds, i was pretty serious. i made alot of great friendships and bonded with the amazing friends i've had for so long. but i also got to see sides of people that i did not expect. i guess it was my dose of reality in my fantasy world.

i cant believe skool is coming to a close. HOLY HECK. i'm not gonna lie. i'm excited to get away from LAB and all its screwed up LABians. they really piss me off. you know wat i hate? fake people. i cannot STAND people who don't know who they are so they have to change themselves depending on the people around them. i HATE that. i hate when people have no loyalties and just betray the people who have been there for them. i HATE when people lie to try to make themselves out to be something they are completely and totally NOT. i can't stand when people flat out reject the people who really matter for losers that will ditch them in a minute. thats just the most frustrating thing ever. but enuff of that terrible stuff.

AH. so it was so funny that when me and melp were talking bout how we hadn't seen JEAN PAUL (yeah keera, not JP, JEAN PAUL) at skool before france or even after france, we suddenly start seeing him EVERYWHERE. i finally got to talk to him today. haha. its funny that even tho i'm not in france, just being around those french buddies keeps me in my france bubble.

okay, i'm off to get some pictures for JPRUWITHME and his jr/sr video.

c ya
*chia*

2009-04-22T15:26:00.000-07:00

each morning i get up i die a little -- somebody to love, queen

$1.29 for (some) songs on itunes. WHY?!

today was a good day. i was chillin like a villain. i got soo much work done today. wat a success. i shouldnt ever go to skool. i get so much more done when i'm at home.

AriZona Mucho Mango

good stuff

i hav to continue my reminiscing. where did i leave off? 10th grade? 11th? i hav forgotten. but i'll look it up later.

i would like to blog more bout france, but i feel too sad when i think bout it =(
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i kinda wish i had been there for proposals today, but only kinda =)

nah, i'm glad i didnt go to skool at all. BAHA

i thought matt giraud did pretty well last night.

he done a good job on staying alive.

i predict that anoop desai and lil rounds will go home.

wat do you think?

c ya

*chia*

2009-04-22T08:57:00.001-07:00

and i can't go back -- falling slowly, kris allen

i'm feeling nostalgic. i want to go back to france. just to relive the fabulous moments. i really had such an amazing time. yes, the food sucked so if i had spent another week there i probably would have died. but just the time i spent bonding with people and exploring a new land and just enjoying everything, it was so utterly fantastic. i miss it so much. *sigh* i've uploaded my pictures of choice and i still feel as if i didnt get enuff. there were so many more great memories that i never captured. shucks.

monday i was in a dream state. i dont even remember wat happened on monday. but i was glad i came to skool. i kno, that sounds so weird right? i didnt hav jet lag and i rly did wanna see some faces that i missed in france. so i was happy i went to skool.

yesterday was rly one of the greatest skool days ever. tuesday morning, i just woke up so happy (maybe becuz i fell asleep to kris allen's beautiful voice the previous night) and i knew it was gonna be a grand ole day. and it totally was. one of my closest, most fantastic friend ever agreed to something which i cant tell you but i was SO happy. u dont even know. then, nick castillo proposed to me in the most perfect way ever. it was so fab for me because there wasnt a bajillion people watching and i got to get out of class and he didnt kneel! :] PLUS, i've wanted to marry nick since 10th grade anyways so it was FAB. and i spent time with some of my fav people ever afterskool. and kara got us starbucks. my fam bam had some great discussions, no lie i luv them. i wrote my life story essay in an hour. i finally got around to cleaning my barbarically messy room. and the finale of the day: KRIS ALLEN WAS SO FREAKIN AMAZING. he was definitely the best of the night. AH.

well, i'm off to work on my AP english crap. and reminisce about france.

c ya

*chia*

2009-04-19T18:19:00.000-07:00

take this sinking boat and point it home -- falling slowly, kris allen

this is me and christina on top of the Arc de Triomphe. i'm not actually licking that bar, it just looks like it. baha

i'm so exhausted right now, despite sleeping 6hrs on the plane. no joke.

france was SO FREAKING AMAZING. AHH. i cant even begin to describe how awesome it was. i wish i had taken more pictures. i rly do. i feel like i hardly got any. i didnt capture enuff moments. grr. i hate that. GRR. i hate when i feel like my picture-taking becomes more of a competition than just enjoying the moment and preserving it forever.

i'm glad to be home, it feels good to be on the computer again. i can proudly say i've gone without a computer for 10 days!! if thats not an achievement, i dont kno wat is.

i'm not in top shape right now, so perhaps i will blog later. i wish i didnt hav to go to skool tomorrow. poop

good night all

c ya
*chia*

2009-04-08T19:02:00.000-07:00

and i'm thinking about those days -- a bad dream, keane

reminiscing continued: 9th grade.

so altho junior high seemed pretty depressing, it rly wasn't THAT bad. but unfortunately, all i can seem to remember is bad memories. and i wish i could tell you that 9th grade was WAY better, but i'd be lying. my life was rly not horrible in any way, i just cant seem to remember any of the good memories. so, after much contemplation, i'm gonna skip 9th grade altogether for two main reasons: (1) i've repressed basically all of 9th grade. (2) there are too many things that i regret. the only important thing that happened that year was i became CHIA (as oppose to nicole) and that was the turning point when i became youthful, innocent, and happy =) so we shall move on to happier days!

10th grade: my 15th bday when my lunch groupy held a surprise potluck for me and invited C-SQUARED!! i gots balloons and flowers and fooood, seriously the best thing of my life. PE with mr hart the fart, GRRR. meeting myra and being PE buds. making that asian style julius caesar film for doc's class, hahaha so funny. making a movie for choi's religion, so great. making shirts for spirit day at angelica's casa (with the koreans GRRR), not planning my shirt out well so it came out as 'CHIP' instead of 'CHIA' cuz the A got cut off, haha. sleeping in doc's class. jfran cheating in doc's class, so wat else is new. being french buddies with daniel thigpenn. when me and daniel thigpenn were going to get married (because he gave me a ring) and angelica made little party favors for our wedding which i canceled but ate the party favors anyway. when nick castillo sent me a rose. first time i ever got an award at awards night! black's honors world history that EVERYONE got an A in becuz she was too lazy to grade the final. when angelica was in love with NAVY and all the girls set her up with him for the chivalry thing in black's class. when kara got to make something for patel for that chivalry thing and almost killed him with lactose. biology dissections and how angelica was afraid of the little maggots on the owl pellets. when evan saved a piece of the crawfish and threw it at christina. when me and angelica did a report on the north american pika and decided it was the same as pikachu even tho it definitely wasnt. our first potluck ever with hisay. when i was the bossiest person on the face of the earth and demanded that anyone who wanted to eat had better bring food for the potluck. when i poured a water bottle on franch's head just for laughs. big booty. when i used nick's locker everyday of my life. when i ranked 11th on the national french contest, one away from Top 10. when me and allegra became buds and she confided her deep scary secrets with me *shudder*. choi's jeopardy games. calling blake stupid 3x during choi's jeopardy game =). meeting abbie in choi's class. when nick barber pulled a piece of his deadlocks off and threw them at some girl in choi's class. learning about mormons in choi's class (the reason i remember this is becuz when i became interested in david archuleta, all the mormon info became very relative in my life). when black confused me and trisha and told me i was getting an award for her class, but it was rly trisha who got it. when john and shelley were going out. when allegra had a freak out with miss black and then dropped out. when charissa freaked out on miss black but didnt drop out. when miss black decided to watch tv in her class and we had to witness the commercial with the "always tired from going, going, going? well, maybe the problem is groin, groin, groin". that was a scarring moment since i hadnt been watching tv for 5yrs at that time and that was the first bit i'd been exposed to in 5yrs. when kara was in love with blake lewis.

there's really so much more, but i cant recall any more. i luved 10th grade. it was the start of the fabulous years for me.

FRANCE TOMORROW!! i will continue with 11th grade reminscing when i return. of course, i will hav to blog bout the frenchy life first.

i ♥ you all and will be thinking of you in parisss =]

hav a fab spring break wherever you may be!

hav fun in costa ricaa daniel!

hav fun in hawaii keera!

hav fun in france with me christina!

hav fun chillin calvin!

do me a favor and see if kris allen and danny gokey do a fab job! and it wouldnt hurt to vote for them once or twice! tuesday night at 8pm! wednesday night at 9 for results!

c ya

*chia*

2009-04-06T15:49:00.000-07:00

high school seemed like such a blur and in class i dreamed all day -- story of my life, social distortion
.

after much brain pain, i've realized that this year is almost over. how crazy. i feel like this year JUST started. no wait, thats a lie, i felt like i had richards for too long. but i feel like this cant possibly be the last 2 months of skool. thats so insane. SO insane. wow.
so becuz its like the end of the year. i'm going to try to reminisce. its going to be very painful considering my STML.
jr high. i can rly only remember little snippits of jr high. but we shall try. 7th and 8th grade are pretty much blurred together in my brain.
i can remember the first day of skool and totally thinking tooley was amazing. i got tired of him very quickly. i remember meeting kylie yano and being terrified by her. she was just so scary. ABC. ratting out colwin's cheating ways in english. calling castillo a rapist. thinking richards was the funniest teacher on the face of the planet. tony cox. getting caught cheating in mrs. horner's class. the DOCtor. getting cussed out by a junior. having a yr of silence tween me and kara jew. talent show. i cant remember who performed, i just remember that kara broke the silence by informing me of some ppl who were singing a song that we did at our graduation in 6th grade. magic mtn 8th grade was when and where we actually started talking again. funny that i cant remember meeting her in 1st grade but i remember having a horrid time when i didnt hav her in my life. giving this speech in tooley's class and having to lie to laurence hall so that i didnt hav to speak tagalog in front of everyone. haha. C-SQUARED. being BFF with shelly loakes. breaking that BFFness right away because it scared me. having that sex ed talkin johnson's class. awkward to the max. hating spanish. being exposed to the FRANCH. realizing that alphabetically, i will always come after her. i can remember totally revering the seniors. we had respect for them back in the day. we didnt defile their sacred land (sr patio) with our nasty presence. kearney's art class. when patel came and everyone thought he was SOO cute cuz he had big lips. WEIRD. having vani for pre al. ugh. getting my first B in math (the start of the norm). france singing the national anthem in miss black's class. OMG. not telling anyone when my birthday was cuz esther's was right after mine and i didnt want ppl to know. being terribly upset that in my yearbook, everyone spelled my name "nicHole". i hated that H. ugh. rly hating the name 'nikki'...
thats all i can remember. i kno i had way more great memories. but they come back to me in segments and i cant possibly gather them all into one bloggy. all in all, jr high rly wasnt that great and i'm glad it went by so quickly
.
9th grade memories tomorrow !
but for now, KRIS ALLEN & DANNY GOKEY !!
.
c ya
*chia*

2009-04-05T09:51:00.000-07:00

anyway the wind blows doesnt really matter to me -- bohemian rhapsody, queen

okay. funniest thing in my life. i used to go to church with this girl. and she lived next door to some guy i used to go to elementary with. i havnt seen her in like 923908yrs. and then all of a sudden, when i go to post something on calvin's wall, i see that he's friends with her. and i was like, WAIT. is this the same chick? so i look and it IS. and i was like WHOA. so we get to talking and i find out one of her friends at her skool used to go my elementary skool, but not her neighbor, a different person. SMALL WORLD. thats all i gotta say.
.

so i hav this shirt with this on it-->

but not exactly like that. its green and much kooler looking. anyways, i had no idea wat QUEEN was. i just thought the shirt was kool. you hav to kno that my brother's music taste changes volatilely so last night he was like, my favorite band is QUEEN and so i glance at their album cover. and i go, WAIT. i've seen that before. but i couldnt think of where. it hit me at like midnight and i looked at my shirt and i was like OHHH.

okay. i seriously hav to get some work done today. SERIOUSLY.
.

for calvin =)

c ya

*chia*

2009-04-04T20:20:00.000-07:00

if i dont say this now i will surely break -- look after you, the fray
.

6 DAYS TILL FRANCE

i cannot wait

i've been packed since two weeks ago

hoorah

.
on thursday night/friday morning, i slept at 3AM

which is pretty dang amazing. becuz i usually sleep at 9ish. so now i feel like i hav a hangover, not that i would kno wat that feels like...

i have not gotten ANYTHING done

well, actually, i watched hercules

are marshmallows made from whip cream?

they taste very much alike

.
why did i put this picture, you ask? this monkey describes how i feel right now. just kidding. aha. i just didnt want to put a picture of kris allen or danny gokey or david archuleta becuz you guys need a break =] so here is jack the monkey, isnt he cute

c ya

*chia*

2009-04-03T17:17:00.000-07:00

there are days every now and again i pretend i'm okay but that's not what gets me -- what hurts the most, danny gokey

kara jew is my hero. i havent been allowed to buy songs from itunes because i've purchased alotta things SO kara got me an itunes gift card! WOOT. i luv that chica. she looks out for me =]

its FRIDAY. hallelujah. today has been an up/down week. it hasnt been awful but its hasnt been amazing either. i look forward to next week. 3 days of skool then FRANCE!!! AH! i am SO excited. excited is a freakin understatement. i hav to say i'm going to be sad that i cant listen to kris allen and danny gokey. wat if kris needs me to vote for him?? ugh. he better not get voted off while i'm away. i hope anoop or scott or matt go home. that would please me much.

i hav alot of homework to do this weekend. ugh. research paper. reaction paper. nouvelle. AP frenchie stuff. physiology. pooh pooh.

i'm not going to lie. i dont want to go to jr/sr. but its one of those: i dont want to now, but if i dont go, i'd regret it. and i'm sure i'll hav a good time once i'm there. i hope.

i rly cant wait till skool's out. i'm so tired of LAB and LABians. i feel like every friday is a cause to celebrate and every vacation is like nirvana. i feel like skool is so pointless and it just drags on and on. i cant wait till i graduate and get to start fresh and i'll keep in touch with those few LABians who make my life enjoyable *sigh*

i cleaned up my ipod and its all neatly organized now. good. i've been putting it off but now that i've sorted it all out, i feel so accomplished. hah.

i guess i should work on my research paper now.

c ya

*chia*

2009-03-31T19:09:00.000-07:00

forget the urgency, but hurry up and wait -- look after you, the fray
.
AI tonight!
THEME: itunes top 100
.
WOOT
.
!!! GO KRIS ALLEN !!!
.
i've started my rough draft for my research paper. woohoo. i'm actually not dreading this so much cuz i rly like my topic so we're all good.
.
weitz was definitely odd today. let me set the scene. i'm still sick. i got the sniffles still and i'm kinda coughing. weitz is checking my cards. part of my topic is the questionnable authenticity of romantic love.
when weitz read this, he goes, "i was in love once."
awkward silence plus a coupld of sniffles on my part
weitz rushes on, "i mean i still am."
awkward chortle mixed with cough on my part
weitz elaborates, "its just a more solid love, not the eratic passionate love of years ago."
awkward stare on my part with s'more sniffles
weitz, "is this just coming on or getting over with?"
awkward confused stare for a split second followed by sudden realization, "OH. yeah. i had a cold for like a week. i should be getting over with it.. supposedly."
weitz, "yes, well, i look forward to reading your paper."
.
c ya
*chia*

2009-03-30T18:30:00.000-07:00

rains a little everyday, keeps a smile on my face -- angels in the alleyway, david archuleta

kara jew gave me new earphones!!!!! WITH 2 EARPHONES!! as oppose to my one earphone..
they make me happy :) keera's amazing. she's the one who introduced me to david archuleta. and let me actually see him in the flesh.

i rly wasnt going to go to skool today but i was like, eh, wat the heck. and now i'm glad i went to skool. it was a pretty great day

physiology test got postponed so now i hav some time to study. i hope i will. we'll see how that goes. i rly like physiology, it's just that i'm too lazy to study. ugh

french was fun. i rly luv my frenchie partner, we work so well together. 11 more days till FRANCE !!

king's court was very ... odd, but watever. i've officially decided i'm not going to watch as they present during pep rally. whenever we hav it. ESPECIALLY if HE asks HER. then i'll definitely be in the bathroom throwing up

i had a great rant about stage crew today. good thing my mom never tires of hearing my "1000 reasons why stage crew sucks" rant. i think i've tired my brother and dad out with it

i also went on a rant about class rank and how it's totally stupid and just tries to make u feel terrible about yourself by assigning you a number which is supposed to summarize your intelligence level. ugh

okay, i hav to do french homework

c ya
*chia*

2009-03-29T14:03:00.000-07:00

and inside my heart, there's a place for you -- out of my heart, bbmak
.
<-- ♥
.
woot. its sunday
.
i finished all my notecards WITHOUT going to the library
BAHA
defy the odds
i've never taken well to ppl telling me what to do
spesh if they aint my 'rents
so i make it my calling to defy people's "you HAVE TO"s
i think thats one of my biggest pet peeves
when someone tells me i HAVE TO do something
ugh.
aloha. aloha HARD.
.
omg 12 DAYS TILL FRANCE !!! AHHH!!! so excited =)
.
i dont hav much to blog bout, i still feel ill. unfortunately, when i'm ill, my brother gets ill as well. so now the both of us are sick. ha
.
i've gotta giv my doggy a bath
if i can catch her
.
i uploaded some new stuff on my digi site
http://www.labaptist.org/digiphoto/p7/nicole/index.htm
.

c ya
*chia*

2009-03-24T20:41:00.000-07:00

almost believing that this one's not pretend -- so close, jon mclaughlin

kris allen did good last night
he's sucha cutie

i havent been feeling very well lately
cuz i keep eating ice cream when i'm still recuperating from a cold/flu

i'm sooo excited for france. 15 days!
i'm really scared that they'll lose my luggage
UGH

i've been reading Wicked again for the thrill. i want to see the play becuz everyone says its COMPLETELY different from the book. personally, i liked the book. its a little creepy, but definitely good. not many agree with me on that one.

the flip is soooo cool. thanks calvin for letting me play with it =]

christina, i'm going to miss u tomorrow. hope you hav fun tho!!
i bet i'll be late to religion tomorrow and get my 3rd tardy. which equals detention. superb.
its too hard to keep track of time after lunch. i never even hear the bell.

cinderella play tomorrow 7pm. who's going???

c ya
*chia*

2009-03-21T18:01:00.000-07:00

when you get what you want, but not what you need -- fix you, coldplay

so my hair is very much diff
it barely touches my shoulders
which is great
i luv short hair
less issues
but there's downsides to it too
like u cant put it up and such..
i'll get a pic up sooner or later
or you can just see it monday!
giv u something to look forward to..
:)

i've gots to do nouvelle
but there's no good ones
so this could take a while

i went to skool this morning at 8:00
for my practice french AP test
it lasted 4hrs
quite beastly

i just watched charlie and the chocolate factory (the newer one w/ johnny depp)
"everything in this room is eatable, even i'm eatable, but that is called canabalism my dear children and is in fact frowned upon in our society"
i laugh everytime i hear that part
haha

okay. i MUST do nouvelle
how i wish i was more apathetic to my grades
but i am not
its the anal asian blood in me
i get it from my mom, she's overachiever to the max
my dad is more chillax.. altho he's got OCD.. which i hav
hmmm....

c ya
*chia*

2009-03-20T17:59:00.000-07:00

it's like a book elegantly bound but in a language that you can't read just yet -- i will possess your heart, death cab for cutie

wow. longest song in the world: 8:35
the intro: 4:35
wow
its a good song, but wayyy too long for me

i'm getting ill. i feel it.
my throat hurts so bad.
FAX!
I HATE GETTING SICK
i am NEVER sick
>:(

i hav to go to church in 39 minutes

i got a haircut.. =/ its a lil' iffy

so daniel sat in the back. haha.
jones didnt even notice[care?]

today doesnt feel like a friday
why? i dont know
it just doesnt

i hav to ask my dad permission for something
but its all in the timing
but the thing is, if i dont ask soon, it'll be too late
ugh.

holy crap. my throat is killing me.

i uploaded some projects in digi photo today
check 'em out
http://www.labaptist.org/digiphoto/p7/nicole/index.htm

how can ppl's moods change so drastically and so rapidly
ugh.

c ya
*chia*

2009-03-19T20:22:00.000-07:00

is there anybody going to listen to my story -- girl, beatles

my "movie poster" projects for digi photo

tomorrow's FRIDAY
hallelujah

congrats to daniel on UCLA ACCEPTANCE!!!
WOOOT!! he's gonna be a BRUINNN =)

wish i could go to 3 Twenty tomorrow, but i hav a churchy event
so i wont be able to go =(

today was a great dayy, it was so chill.. it felt like a friday
i hope tomorrow's an even greater day

DUDE.
i totally knew jones was gonna change our seats
i feel very far away from christina, daniel, calvin and ferni :'(
but i like my little corner cuz jones cant see my ipod
BAHA

o. so i hav to tell you, calvin
you and taylor mckinley look very much alike from the back.
the back of yo' heads look verrrry similar
just an observation i've made from the back of the room

c ya
*chia*

floating in root beer

2009-03-17T16:50:00.000-07:00

so give me something to believe cause i am living just to breathe and i need something more to keep on breathing for -- believe, the bravery

good song.

so i basically feel
tired.

the weeks just drag on forever and ever and ever.
and the weekends dont come fast enuff.
and once i hav the weekend,
it disappears way fast.
gahh

kris allen and danny gokey are singing tonight.
woot.

i def shouldnt hav eaten that pizzazz at lunch
sooo much grease
i feel soooo unhealthy right now

i just had a root beer float
why is it called root beer
is this a root from a tree?

"Homemade root beer is made from actual herbs and roots. Both alcoholic and non-alcoholic root beers have a thick and foamy head when poured, often enhanced through the addition of yucca extract" -- http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Root_beer

now u know

c ya
*chia*

awkward turtle

2009-03-14T11:59:00.000-07:00

do you remember those special times they'll just go on and on in the back of my mind -- remember the time, KRIS ALLEN
.
so actually that song is from michael jackson
but Kris Allen sang it for AI last week
.
DUDES
there was a turtle wandering around in my front yard!
a random homeless turtle, wandering the streets of my neighborhood!
so i took pictures...

turtles are kinda ugly creatures.. wat think you?
.

i watched twilight last night
i, personally, luved the movie
it was pretty great
maybe just cuz i'm a CAM GIGANDET (james the bad vampire) fan
in any case, fab movie
loved it
calvin, i think you should def watch it
.

today's pi day
grand
a day celebrating numbers
i shudder at the thought
.

check out my facial surgery project(s)

http://www.labaptist.org/digiphoto/p7/nicole/gilmoregirls.html

they're intense
.

i hope all u ppl in fashion show are having fun!

c ya
*chia*

procrastination to the max

2009-03-09T19:08:00.000-07:00

we make a good team me and you we do, you can scratch my back and i'll scratch my back too -- heist, ben folds

gosh, i just watched Pride and Prejudice

i hate that movie

ugh

why is everyone in that movie super unattractive

ugh

and the plot

ugh

i didnt even like the book

ugh

so i'm procrastinating

no surprise there

i watched a movie i dont like

i gave my dog a bath

i even did a little research for that english research paper that we havnt even started

yeah, procrastination like none other

i guess i should just suck it up and do those essays

bah

YOU KNO WAT

i'm soooooooooo excited for tomorrow

holy heck i'm excited

why?

DANNY GOKEY & KRIS ALLEN ARE SINGING!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

i kno, i'm easily amused/entertained/excited

but

i luv them!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

c ya

*♥* chia *♥*

!♥!♥! GO DANNY GOKEY !♥!♥!

!♥!♥! GO KRIS ALLEN !♥!♥!

i stand alone

2009-03-05T16:49:00.000-08:00

reminds me that there's a time to change -- tears of jupiter, train

3 day weekend
how marvelous!!!
i need sleep sooo badly
ha, how can i say that
i sleep like 13 hrs each night
but i feel so tired
how strange
maybe i hav too much sleep

i've realized
that i stand alone
on so many aspects
i feel like no one sees things the way i do
its frustrating
when people assume they know me
but they dont at all
and there's no use trying to tell them otherwise
becuz they're convinced they know me
its frustrating really

i missed daniel today
its very strange when he's not there
becuz he's always there
i hope you had fun at knotts

ahh, i'm so excited for this weekend
its going to be great
why? becuz i'm going to watch movies like its nobody's business tomorrow
and i'm going to let my brain fry
saturday, i get to sleep in!!
HALLELUJAH
i havnt been able to sleep in for the past 3 weekends
and its been very depriving
sunday, church
and then i'm doing my friendship activity
I'M SO EXCITED
haha. its gonna be great
and sometime this weekend i'll hav to get some hw done
AP english stuff, doesnt look too hard
AP french essay x3 (too much procrastination = 3 essays)
french nouvelle & lecture

now i'm going to do my digi photo projects
woohoooooo

c ya
*chia*

i wanna be a butterfly

2009-03-03T16:29:00.000-08:00

so before you sum up all the missing pieces of my head there's so much further i can get -- butterfly, seven day jesus

digi photo was so fun[ny] today
jordan and eric went thru my playlist that i wrote out
and they (mostly jordan) sang practically EVERY song on there
it was pretty dang funny

so okay
i was downloading some free piano accompaniment for some songs
and i accidentally got a virus
a rly intense one
boo
so my itunes DIED
completely died
and all my songs are gone from itunes
but i mean, they're all in my files somewhere so i just hav to get them
but its retarded cuz i hav to sort them into their proper playlists
grr
so thats why i had my playlist written out
just so u kno

yay
no skool friday
daniel is going away
on thursday
for physics day
but i hav to stay
isnt that gay
i hav nothing else to say

c ya
*chia*

:)

march 1st ALREADY??

2009-03-01T10:46:00.000-08:00

i've got no one to blame for everytime i feel lame -- soak up the sun, sheryl crow

ITS MARCH FIRST

wow. crazy. how can life go by so fast

france is coming!! :)

so i'm doing nouvelle
or actually i was
and i realized i also hav to write 3 french essays
2 of which were due last week
but i was procrastinating
so i didnt get em done
and now they're piling on
ickk
and i also realized u can put nouvelle on slow motion
like, u can slow down the play speed
which is totally awesome
BAHA

do u think that

DAVID ARCHULETA looks a little like KRIS ALLEN

i think there's a very strong resemblance
i luv them both
=)

here's DANNY GOKEY for you all

okay, i'm off to do nouvelle

c ya
*chia*

ah, friday

2009-02-27T16:43:00.000-08:00

i'm just waiting till the shine wears off -- lost? coldplay

haha. i kno, i kno
christina and calvin HATE coldplay :)

this week was sooo.... weird
but mainly i had too many SURPRISES

i was totally hesistant bout the whole friendship activity thing
espesh becuz my azn buds got stuck with HORRIBLE guys
but the dude who got me is rly kool and we get along very well
so i was pleasantly surprised

there were more surprises
but i dont feel like discussing it since everybody already knos bout it, eh?

i watched a ton of movies this week
and i read alotta shakespeare plays
i didnt study for anything
yet i did well on tests/quizzes
and i done good on my progress report
weird, huh?

i need to buy a dress for FS
BUT i'm not so sure i'm gonna do it
if i cant get out of my present situation
i'm not doing it
i've lost any sense of excitement for it
so i might just ditch that whole thing altogether
i'm not usually a quitter
but i dont rly see the point in it anymore
but that could just be how i feel right now
i dont know
i need to sleep on it

anyways, i rly luv all my buddies who were super supportive for me in my time of pathetic emotion
i always feel rly dumb when i'm emotional
but thanks to all you wonderful ppl who helped me be happy and just reminded me that
THIS IS NOT A BIG DEAL

i'm so glad its friday
u hav no idea how badly i need the weekend
but i dont want to wake up early tomorrow
i dont want to go to EFFs rehearsal
but watevs
WAT EV

on monday, we get to dissect COW EYES in physiology!
exciting, isnt it?
i'm pretty excited
i'm partners with absie :)
okay
i'm off to do something productive
like eat a famous star from carls jr
woooohoooo

c ya
*chia*

She's The Man

2009-02-26T21:21:00.001-08:00

YES KRIS ALLEN!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
yessir, kris allen made top 12

poor kai kalama
i will miss him
he's such a great singer
i hope he makes wild card

**DANNY GOKEY IS NOT A WEIRD NAME, CALVIN

adam lambert made it to top 12
bah.
he's gay
forsure.
but keera will be happy that he made it

She's The Man = BEST MOVIE EVER
so funny
o man
i'm watching it again
haha

"i'm just busy being a guy"

c ya
*chia*

UGH

2009-02-26T16:45:00.000-08:00

i said i'd always be there, now i mean it more than ever before-- save the day, david archuleta

Is it right to feign niceness to someone you can't tolerate or do you remain cold? Is it right to just be honestly mean or should we fake amity? Is there an in-between?
UGH

this week was by far the slowest week of my life.
i cant believe tomorrow is FINALLY friday
it was supposed to be friday 4 days ago.
senior lunch tomorrow -- $3

i watched a movie everyday this week
i'll be watching She's The Man in a couple of minutes

dude, i hav to buy a dress for FS
ugh. ppl from skool called and are like, 'reminder! bring ur dress on saturday so we can get it approved!'
gah.

i'm kinda having some negative emotions bout this FS
mostly becuz my partner is overly sensitive and apparently is whining about me behind my back
beautiful
i wasnt aware guys did that
i thought it was just girls

me and keera did a reinactment of The Love Corner afterskool today

uhm, blogspot is giving me a hard time; it keeps randomly doublespacing.. gay

i want it to be 7:30 so i can check the results on AI
MY AI FAVS:
david archuleta
danny gokey
kris allen
kai kalama

c ya
*chia*

Why the heck are jerks bagging on Danny Gokey?

2009-02-24T19:31:00.001-08:00

Okay, seriously. It's completely uncool how people are bagging on Danny Gokey. His wife died 7 MONTHS ago. C'mon. Is it so wrong that the man expresses his grief and wants to cherish her memory? Do people want him to get over it and never mention his wife? I bet if he did act like everything was cool and never mention his wife, people would still be unhappy. They'd be questionin why the heck the man never mentioned his wife that passed away NOT EVEN A FRIKKIN YEAR AGO. I mean, c'mon, if people ask him what his inspiration is, they should expect that he would reference his wife. For the love of all that is good and decent, who are these heartless people that feel such animosity about the love of a husband for his wife? Holy crap, I wish there were more guys in the world like Danny Gokey, who could express such a devout love for their wives. Obviously, these people who find it necessary to criticize the man's expression of grief are expressing their own bitterness. Perhaps they never found anyone who would cry over them, sucks for them. As for using his grief to his own advantage, I don't see that at all in Danny Gokey. Is it really that terrible to keep her memory alive for the world to see? When they compare Gokey to Cook, with Cook's brother's illness and whatnot, that's completely different. The guy is still living, he's sick but he's still there to support so there really would be no point in mentioning him. Same story with Elliott Yamin. Sickness is not the same thing as death. Obviously, Gokey misses his wife. I don't know if these heartless people can even fathom the pain of losing someone they truly love, but do they think they could possibly not mention that loved one only 7 months after they passed? I dunno, maybe they should think about that before they go passing judgement like they're so high and mighty. It would be an injustice if Gokey did not mention his wife and reference her as his inspiration.

I don't think his wife has anything to do with his singing. He is, by far, the best singer on AI Season 8. And ain't nothin gonna change that.

That's all i gotta say on that.

wat a blah of a friday

2009-02-20T15:32:00.000-08:00

follow me into the great unknown -- heist, ben folds

BLAH.
it wasnt really that blah
it was actually a pretty great day
until.. yeah.
but okay.
i'm kinda concerned/nervous/scared bout senior walk
BAH.
watever
WAT
EVER

hmm
wat i hav to do this weekend...
english: essay
english: AP nonsense
french: nouvelle
french: essay correction
french: essay new
psycho: reaction paper
physiology: packet
econ: #10
digi photo: 6 assignments

well..
at least now i kno, eh?
hah

c ya
*chia*

DANNY GOKEY pt1

2009-02-18T19:33:00.001-08:00

if you love me, won't you let me know? -- violet hill, coldplay

DANNY GOKEY
amazing
pure amazingness

CASEY CARLSON
not too good
i'm sorry
i feel for you

TATIANA DEL TORO
go home

ive never actually watched AI
i just watch snippits of it on the inturn-ette
why?
becuz my tv is not capable of actually being watched
no cable or that jazz
ees no biggie for me
i like it that way

i'm going to check the results right now
brb

its that monday-feeling tuesday

2009-02-17T16:39:00.000-08:00

soldiers, you've got to soldier on sometimes even right is wrong -- lovers in japan, coldplay

in physiology, this song was playing on the radio
and franch said it was U2
haha

it was a rainy day today
i like it =)

everybody was absent
i liked it =)

people were annoying
but thats nothing new

i luv being at home
home is so great
i cant even express how great home is
so i'm not gonna try
baha

nicky is off crutches!!!
i'm glad
even tho they didnt serve as a handicap at all for him

i hav successfully made much progress on A Thousand Miles
woot

THE FLEA
i am now convinced John Donne has a demented mind
i wasnt really digging his poetry to begin with
but today's
was AWKWARD on so many different levels
do you still like his poetry, calvin??

AI tonight
DANNY GOKEY
DANNY GOKEY
DANNY GOKEY
CASEY CARLSON
CASEY CARLSON
CASEY CARLSON
woot woot

i'm going to miss absie tomorrow
physiology just wont be the same =(
hav fun at point loma absie
while i color all by my lonesome self
haha, just kidding
hav fun abs!

c ya
*chia*

I LUV ABSIE & CHRISTINA